pressure point

hit it that is what ive done i mean honestly
when can a 16 year old girl simply be with out the
responsibility
now you may say that ive got it easy that i should be glad im in highschool
but being stuck in a surburban hell is not my view of easy
i dream of the day i can see something that breaks my bounds of creativity
because lately im sick of the disappointment
the disappointing fact that i may be here for a whole nother two years
lost
in the fact thats all that society expects of me
is to be responsible of the life im givin
if only life were like the Eat Pray Love story i dream it to be
but no all im left with is
.

a quote cause

eleanor roosevelt

"i once had a rose named after me and i was very flattered
but I was not pleased to read the description in the catalogue
no good in a bed but fine up against a wall"
"i think that somehow we learn who we really are
and then live with that decision"
"anyone who thinks must think of the next war as they would of
suicide"
amour, sophia

five

i ran five miles today
five miles
five
ive run seven miles before
but that was before
and yet i feel great
i feel at my best
just the other day was the first time to go to the gym
which i ran three
not as many as i hoped
but today i ran for forty five minutes
five
and the most ive ever done is an hour
over a whole summer of practice
and now im back
to let you know
i can really run
five miles
no need to wait up today
i ran five
amour, sophia

a quote cause

coco channel

"The most courageous act is still to think for yourself
aloud"
"you never know maybe thats the day you have a date with destiny
and it's best to be as pretty as possible for destiny.”
"if a man talks bad about all women it usually means he was burned by one ”
“How many cares one loses when one decides not to be something but has to be someone”
amour, sophia

9 in 1

after playing a game of much patiently awaited poker which i modestly won
dad hugged and persuaded me to believe that "you will always be my baby"
and dad has always called me that but it didnt feel right partially but not completely
its like being the last child is a wake up call and now im recieving constantly meaningful hugs
so i began wondering if not a baby then what
not a wise grey women
not a toddler or a middle aged man looking for my younger self
nor am i a wild teenager unsure of my qualities
i am all
at different times
and that scares me
because im not a person at all
im a cat even though personally id rather be a dog

with 9 lives
living them in 1
frequently reconsidering which one i will live

so
meow
amour, sophia

pass the dolphin

you know weve gone too far
http://www.apple.com/trailers/independent/thecove/
amour, sophia

someone once told me

"maybe she didnt use capitalization commas or periods because she liked breaking the rules maybe thats what she intended to do"
amour, sophia